Well I am up. I best write since there is now way I am falling back to sleep, not that I don't want to but just that I can't. My mind is awake and at times like this it is just best to indulge. Tomorrow is Sunday anyways and my demands a few so if I am a bit tired oh well maybe that makes a good excuse for a mid morning nap.
So what has me up this early? What has me up this early AND blogging? I had a dream. It was about someone in my past, one of the few people I really did not like. She was a girl I knew in high school. I know everyone has people they hated from high school and I am not sure why after all these years I awoke with a start from a dream about her, but I did.
I smoked part of cigarette while trying to remember the dream and I couldn't quite remember, so I thought about the conditions of our friendship and quite frankly the crap she put me and my friends through. I made some coffee and headed back to my computer, my feelings towards her haven't changed much and despite myself I was trying to find her on facebook and myspace. I was searching, freshly brewed coffee in hand for a girl I once hated and still really didn't like, hoping to not only find her account but not have it be set to private. I wanted a sneak peak into her life so I could maybe guess at who she had become.
It hits me that I am stalking this girl and I shut down the window. Maybe I will add her as a friend...maybe I won't, but I will not stalk her facebook at 5am in the morning.
For now I enjoy the coffee and the light produced by my computer while I type out this blog. If you also can't sleep here are some links to help you fall promptly asleep or keep you moderately enetertained!
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